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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 17, 2005 21:18:36 GMT -5
Natalia smiled as she felt the hot water of her shower wash over her body, the very feeling of it rinsing out the shampoo from her red hair and the soap from her form making him feel like she was washing away all the bad memories that came from making rough love with Tobias. For some reason the way they made love in the third hall reminded her of the monster that had taken her viginity from her at the age of sixteen and she didn't want to keep remembering him, especially now that she had the man of her dreams with her.
"Go away Scott," she sobbed quietly in her shower. "Please, just leave me alone..."
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Post by Tobias Nedall on Jun 18, 2005 6:09:31 GMT -5
Tobias had been looking for Natalia everywhere. She just seemed different, almost like she had been avoiding him and he was worried he had done something terribly wrong. He couldnt think of anywhere else to look when he walked past the girls bathroom and heard the shower running. He stood hesitant outside the door until he heard some soft sobbing from inside and then walked into the room and towards the running shower but not looking inside it, "Natalia is that you? Are you ok?"
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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 18, 2005 11:47:12 GMT -5
The Irish girl waited until all the soap was off of her, but her tears never left her face as she continued to cry, trying to escape the memories of Scott having his way with her four years ago. She didn't hear Tobias when he alled to her, so after turning off the water, she walked out of the shower, completely uncovered, to the towel that hung on the rack waiting for her.
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Post by Tobias Nedall on Jun 18, 2005 17:49:17 GMT -5
Tobias looked down to the floor when he saw Natalia come out of the shower, even though she was his fiance that didnt mean he didnt respect her.
When she had the towel around her he looked up and the first thing he noticed that she had been more then just sobbing slightly, "Natalia my love, what is wrong?" He asked concerned. "Did I do something to upset you?"
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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 19, 2005 10:47:18 GMT -5
The girl jumped and cowered at first when she heard the voice, but when she realized who it was she relaxed. "No, it wasn't ye laddie." she whispered, still crying. "It was nothing to do with ye."
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Post by Tobias Nedall on Jun 19, 2005 12:53:47 GMT -5
"Then who or what was it?" Tobias said with sadness seeing Natalia cry tore his heart apart. He walked towards her walking to hold her in his arms and kiss the tears away but didnt want to make her uncomfortable being half dressed.
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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 19, 2005 17:02:59 GMT -5
"There was a lad, I few years ago who..." she swallowed nervously and kept going. "...played with me when I didnt want him to. Even now I can feel him touching me..." she shivered. "...I just want his memory to go away so I don't have to remember him everytime we..."
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Post by Tobias Nedall on Jun 20, 2005 6:47:44 GMT -5
Tobias felt terrible that every time he tried to make her happy it reminded her of him. The stupid prick Ivan had told him about, "Oh sweetie Im so sorry, I should have. . I should have done something, or not done something." He said with a sad sigh.
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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 20, 2005 8:55:12 GMT -5
"Like I said, it has nothing to do with ye." she whispered softly. "It's just my stupid memories getting in the way."
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Post by Tobias Nedall on Jun 20, 2005 19:17:35 GMT -5
Tobias felt so helpless and it showed, "Natalia, I just wish, I just wished it had never happen to such a beautiful person like you," He said he took a step closer and wrapped his arms around her tentively.
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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 21, 2005 10:17:05 GMT -5
The Irish girl clung to Tobias almost desperately and let the last of her tears fall, not caring for the moment that the fact she was pressing up against him was the only thing holding up the towel she was wearing. She really needed to be loved at the moment, not lusted for.
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Post by Tobias Nedall on Jun 22, 2005 3:02:20 GMT -5
Tobias held her in his arms loving stroking her back lightly just to show her it was ok, she could cry all she wanted and it was ok. He just held her quietly until she cried no more and her tears slowly stopped.
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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 22, 2005 18:44:45 GMT -5
"I'm sorry for that." she said once she calmed down enough to talk normally without any hiccups. "It's been something that I've been keeping inside for too long."
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Post by Tobias Nedall on Jun 23, 2005 0:58:16 GMT -5
Tobias nodded slowly, "I know, but in the future you can do tell me anything, even if it means kicking and screaming." He said with a sigh knowing how it was when you kept emotions in the just kept building.
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Post by nataliasercofsky on Jun 23, 2005 21:27:37 GMT -5
She looked up at him and slowly kissed him. "I will." she promised, her towel starting to slide off of her.
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